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Gotta Be Somebody
Chapter 1
"GO TO HELL!"
"SHUT UP YOU STUPID CUNT!"
Fist connects with jaw, and the man sends the young teen to the floor. The teen shoots a pained glare at the man, clenching his jaw.
"F-Fuck you." The teen bravely says, before the man kicks him in the stomach and the face multiple times. The teen coughs up blood, trying to fend off the man's kicks, which he is only half successful with.
"You need to learn your god damned place brat! Disrespecting your father like I'm nothing but fucking garbage!" The boy's dad yells at him, before kicking him one last time, and leaving.
The teen lies there, panting slightly, and willing himself not to cry. He couldn't cry he wouldn't give his father satisfaction seeing him hurt like he was. The teen shakily got up off of the living room floor, making his way to the bathroom, and locking the door inside. He is quick to clean the blood off and stare at his reflection. Pale features, freckles scattered about his face, dark bags circling his red eyes from
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Teach Me To Love Again chp 20
Chapter 20
Nina fell to her knees after the loud gunshot fired through the air. She covered her face with her hands and bawled her eyes out. That shot meant her grandson was dead. He was dead, and wasn't ever going to come back. This wasn't how life was supposed to turn out. She was supposed to die before her children, especially her grandson. Was god punishing her? Was he doing this because of small mistakes that she had made in the past?
She wiped at her face, pushing a few strands of white hair from her face. God sure was playing nasty tricks this evening.
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The rain seemed to fall harder, as KarKat stood there with his arm raised into the sky. He eventually lowered it, looking down at the ground, tears streaming down his face. He was so ready to die, why couldn't he do it? Why did it feel like something was holding him back? KarKat growled and threw the gun hard on to the wet ground, watching as it splashed and slid away. Fuck the gun. Fuck everybody, fuck him, and fuck Sol
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Teach Me To Love Again chp 19
-Note to everyone reading this story. There is one more chapter after this, and I am thankful to those who have stayed with the story all the way to the end. You all may comment how you feel about the end of this chapter, it is alright, I will not be offended, but saying certain things like 'I will kill you' in an overly harsh way will be triggering to me. All I am really saying is feel free to state what's on your mind, but be careful. Again, you can all hate me later, but like I said to others, I made this story up when I was a depressed 13 year old, and I wanted to stick to the storyline that my 13 year old mind made. I hope you all enjoy this chapter, look forward to the last one.
-Ningyo
Chapter 19
Two minutes had passed since his truck fell off the bridge. It was filling up not as fast as Sollux would have thought, but still fast enough to scare him. He had tried so desperately hard to get out, but nothing worked. He banged on the window, tried to break it, but he wasn't strong e
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Teach Me To Love Again chp 18
Chapter 18
KarKat impatiently tapped his foot, checking the time every few seconds. Where was he? Sollux had messaged him at 12:09 in the afternoon, and it was nearing three-thirty. Does it really take that long to get from his dad's to here? Maybe. KarKat took and deep breath and let it out, there was no reason to worry, for all he knew that was the case, distance. There was no reason to worry, no reason at all. KarKat checked the time for what seemed to be the one millionth time. GOD DAMN IT! Where the HELL was he?!
KarKat sighed loudly and got up off of his bed and looked outside. He made a face at the heavy rain outside, but grabbed the jacket Sollux had given him and his ipod and headphones and made his way to the front door, throwing on the jacket, and starting up his music. He settled on the song "Don't You Dare Forget the Sun" by Get Scared, and he yelled to his grandmother that he was going out for bit. Obviously this wasn't the best idea that he's ever had, but he needed to g
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Teach Me To Love Again chp 17
Again with this note- A friend of mine wants to give more love to people who do homestuck genderbent cosplays, so if you want to go and be a character go to the link I put right here. I recommend it, because it will be tonz of fun when people start picking their character and everything gets started. here is the link-http://ask-the-genderstucks.tumblr.com/
Chapter 17
"Hey dad?" Sollux said, as he put his chin in his hand.
"Yes son?" Gilbert responded, taking bites of his soup.
"Friday my boyfriend is-"
"You have a boyfriend? Since when?" Gilbert interrupted.
"Monday" Sollux said rolling his eyes.
"What does this 'boyfriend' of yours look like, and what's his name?" Gilbert asked.
"Well his name is KarKat, and he's short, has messy black hair, red eyes, the cutest freckles, and he's always grumpy from the looks of it" Sollux said, smiling at the thought of the young male.
"Who's the seme, and who's the uke?" Gilbert asked squinting at Sollux.
"I'm the seme obviously dad. Just because he
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Teach Me To Love Again chp 16
Note- A friend of mine wants to give more love to people who do homestuck genderbent cosplays, so if you want to go and be a character go to the link I put right here. I recommend it, because it will be tonz of fun when people start picking their character and everything gets started. here is the link-http://ask-the-genderstucks.tumblr.com/
Chapter 16
Sollux frantically packed three bags full of clothes and other important things that he might need so that he could go and see his father. As soon as he finished he checked the time, 12:08 in the afternoon, time to leave to his father's home. In all honesty Sollux wondered if KarKat would be able to forgive him because of the fact he might not even be able to go to his game or even go have dinner at his house Saturday. He hoped that the boy would understand.
Sollux darted out his apartment door, locking it behind him and making his way to his truck. Once there he quickly got in, sat the bags down, and started the car. It was that moment t
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Teach Me To Love Again chp 15
Chapter 15
"You okay?" KarKat eventually asked after what seemed like forever.
"Yeah…" Sollux responded with a sad voice, and KarKat couldn't help but place his hands on the male's cheeks, and caressing them gently.
"Are you really?" He asked looking Sollux in the eyes.
Sollux gave a sigh "Not really."
KarKat knitted his brows together and kissed the male gently on the forehead, and brought his face to his chest. "I'll try to make everything okay." He said, and buried his face in Sollux's hair.
Sollux gave a mumbled "Thanks" to the young male, and they both sat in silence once again. It wasn't an awkward one, but it was still getting to him. He never could stand the silence, or being alone for that matter. But he wasn't alone. He wasn't alone and it was hard for him to realize that, even though KarKat was right there in his lap, and trying to help him feel better. What was Sollux supposed to even do now? Was he supposed to just continue on? Or was he supposed to talk to KarKat mo
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My Last Breath
Warning: A lot of sad.
If you want an alternate ending I will give you all one. If you cry I am sorry.

When my father told me that I had to ride the bus to school, I admit that I felt a little disappointed. I suppose that it was mostly because he would always give my brother and I rides was what made me upset that he was unable to do it now all because his job was requiring him to work around school time. I of course told my father that it was all fine, and that I would make sure that my brother and I would get to the bus stop on time and make it to school. All was pretty much "dandy" the first couple of weeks. People talked nonstop, people shouted, name called, and so many other things that I found highly offensive. My brother, Karkat, agreed to, I added it to the list of things that I knew we both agreed on.
Riding the bus to school for almost a month now, was proving to be a task itself. Every morning I would wake up at 5 am on the spot, take a quick shower, get ready, then I
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Teach Me To Love Again chp 14
Chapter 14
-twinArmageddon (TA) began pestering carcinoGeneticist (CG) at 12:50 pm-
TA: how i2 2chool goiing?
CG: GOOD, JUST BORING AS USUAL.
TA: 2chool2 alway2 goiing two bee liike that.
TA: ii would be 2urprii2ed iif they changed that.
CG: ME TO.
CG: I DON'T SEE IT HAPPENING ANYTIME SOON.
TA: yeah.
TA: but dont worry KK iit wiill all go well.
TA: after all youll 2ee me thii2 afternoon.
CG: YEAH, CAN'T WAIT TO BE HONEST.
CG: I REALLY WANT TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH AGAIN.
TA: when were alone ii can feel you all ii want.
CG: HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO?
TA: well ii would 2lowly traiil my hand2 down your che2t rub your niipple2 along the way and make my way two your diick.
TA: there ii would begiin two rub you through your pant2 ju2t two hear you moan my name.
CG: I WOULD MOAN YOUR NAME SO LOUDLY YOUR NEIGHBORS WOULD HEAR IT.
CG: I WOULD ALSO THRUST MY HIPS UP INTO THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND.
TA: 2ound2 2exy.
TA: by the tiime you thru2t up iinto my touch ii would 2lowely 2liip my hand iinto your
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Teach Me To Love Again chp 13
Chapter 13
When Monday arrived, KarKat was awoken from his slumber by his phone going off, signaling he had messages on his Pesterchum. He sat up in bed and smirked. He knew it was Sollux asking for his answer, but he was going to be an ass, and make the older male wait until he was all ready for school, and already eaten breakfast. This was too good to pass up. He smiled the whole time he got out of bed, and got into the bathroom to do the usual daily things. By the time he went back into his room, he heard more bings from his phone, and he giggled a bit. He was causing Sollux to murder his Pesterchum with messages. Adorable. After he threw on a pair of dark grey jeans and a black turtleneck he made his way to the kitchen for breakfast. He was presented with a plate full of waffles, which he devoured in under two minutes, and he made his way back upstairs to read the pesters from Sollux.
-twinArmageddon (TA) began pestering carcinoGeneticist (CG) at 6:30 am—
TA: good m
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Teach Me To Love Again chp 12
Chapter 12
'I think I want to be his boyfriend' KarKat thought as he paced his room for the fiftieth time that day. After the conversation he had with Sollux just yesterday, he had been second guessing himself about the entire thing. He would say that he was up for it, but then turn around and say 'Nope, I'm not dating him! Hell fucking no!' and he would plop down on his bed, sure of his decision. Nina was actually starting to become concerned about why KarKat was acting so strange. That's right, he never even told her about his entire situation, or even that he had become friends with Sollux at all. So here he was, prancing about his room, talking to himself in his mind, and second guessing himself every time. If he had told Nina from the get-go what was happening, then he wouldn't even be in this predicament. But no, KarKat wouldn't risk anything when it came to his OCD issue.
"KarKat?" Nina called from outside the short male's door.
KarKat stopped dead in his tracks, looking
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Teach Me To Love Again chp 11
Chapter 11
A day. KarKat hadn't talked to him for a whole fucking day. He must have fucked up really bad if the young male hadn't even called him a 'Fuckass'. God he wishes that he never kissed him, maybe then they would still be talking and everything would be fucking peachy. Sollux wasn't sure if he should try talking to KarKat or not. He figured he shouldn't because the male seemed like he needed his space. He wondered what the short boy was doing. Was he crying? Was he so mad that he was pounding his fist into the wall? Was he so disgusted that he didn't want Sollux around? Oh god what if he stole the boy's first kiss? Fucking hell that would be a good reason to hate him!
Get a fucking hold of yourself Sollux! You need to stop being stupid and contact the boy! What if he needs you to be his knight and shining armor and ends up contacting you?! What if he's in trouble and screaming your name?!
OH GOD KARKAT NEEDS YOU!
"Fucking hell!" Sollux yelled to the ceiling as he runs his hand
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A lot of things happened over the course of the few years that I've had this account. A lot of things went down, but everything's good. I got through it. I honestly got so distracted that I forgot that deciantart was even a thing. 

I've taken a lot to drawing and writing, so I've changed a lot in both. Some may not recognize my style anymore from the pictures posted or the things written. I may clean out my entire account and change my name on here, because I've made a small name for myself doing many things on Tumblr and AO3. Have no fear people, I am alive and well. I'm very happy. Things went down in the past that caused me to forget deciantart but the past is behind me and I stand for the future. 

Hello once more to all of the friends that I have made on here, I have hopefully returned once more. 
  • Listening to: a lot of things
  • Reading: fanfiction/books/Tokyo Ghoul
  • Watching: Binge watching Tokyo Ghoul once more
  • Playing: hunting ghosts with Sam and Dean
  • Eating: Doritos
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew
A lot of things happened over the course of the few years that I've had this account. A lot of things went down, but everything's good. I got through it. I honestly got so distracted that I forgot that deciantart was even a thing. 

I've taken a lot to drawing and writing, so I've changed a lot in both. Some may not recognize my style anymore from the pictures posted or the things written. I may clean out my entire account and change my name on here, because I've made a small name for myself doing many things on Tumblr and AO3. Have no fear people, I am alive and well. I'm very happy. Things went down in the past that caused me to forget deciantart but the past is behind me and I stand for the future. 

Hello once more to all of the friends that I have made on here, I have hopefully returned once more. 
  • Listening to: a lot of things
  • Reading: fanfiction/books/Tokyo Ghoul
  • Watching: Binge watching Tokyo Ghoul once more
  • Playing: hunting ghosts with Sam and Dean
  • Eating: Doritos
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew

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:blowkiss: Hello! I'm going through favorites I've missed in the past and thanking people, so bear with me for taking so long to give a personal reply.
:iconrubcheeksplz: Thank you SO much for your support by adding my first daily deviation to your favorites back in 2012. :giggle: A long time ago, I know! But I had to thank you sometime!

This is a formal invitation to come and see where my gallery has gone since then, since I believe I've vastly improved. :love: If you don't care for it no harm done and I won't bother you anymore. :D
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